Brad Johnson Citizen of Atlas

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more 2012 fear, economic collapse crap, stocking up on weapons or death to the NWO.
It just doesn t matter. Those are all distractions, I know that now.
I have to admit, it s so funny that I hear myself talk and think this way. I am someone
who has truly awoken. If only I could truly share visually what I experienced in Atlas City.
Who I have met, what the city truly looks like, what the Earth truly looks like, meeting
with the YahYel, seeing their spacecraft, seeing all the accomodations that Atlas City has
to offer, interacting with spirits, receiving knowledge I had never known before in a
matter of seconds, if I could share all of that to another person, my journey to make this
a reality would truly be complete.
Tomorrow I intend to dismantle my shelter. Every time I look at it, I simply see my
paranoia and fearful attitude towards everybody and everything that I have come in
contact with. It s a symbol of fear and emotional distortion. I think I ll be able to breathe
easier, or rather, clear off the dust of myself once I see that thing taken apart piece by
piece so it no longer stands.
I m going to keep this entry short because I am eager to return to Atlas City. And what s
even more amazing is that since last night, my headaches have ceased. They are no
longer a factor. Perhaps it was because of the emotional dust that I carried around with
me. With Anica literally brushing it off me, not only do I feel an emotional release, but I
feel more healthier. My appetite has returned and I m starting to put more meat on my
bones. Before this experience, I was almost skin and bones. Too afraid to eat, almost too
afraid to even breathe.
That 2012 conspiracy mentality hooked me to it as a security blanket. And I think that s
what happens to many of us. We are so fearful of our own lives that we need some form
of validity, a manifestation brought into our reality to place blame on so we avoid facing
ourselves. That s exactly what I did. It was always some one else s fault. I could never
take criticism well. If anybody disagreed with me, I would literally tear them a new
asshole verbally. I had to be right and everyone else had to be wrong. It was a mask I
was hiding behind. And now I can proudly say I have taken that mask off and thrown it
away forever.
Anica, I know your 20 years in the future, and I know this marvelous future awaits us.
But I wanted to say for the record that you have changed me in a way I thought I could
never be changed. You have literally shown me the light. You ve taken me upon a
journey I think only a select few of us on this Earth can ever truly take. You ve shown me
what I have feared the most: the future. And by doing so, you ve restored my love for
humanity. Even though I know these people around me aren t like the citizens of Atlas
City, and even though I know this town that I am in is nowhere near as efficient or as
beautiful as Atlas City, I finally see people for who they truly are. They are those spirits
that I saw coming down from the sky. They are those children who play and frolic
around their environment contained purely in happiness without a doubt of disbelief or
worry in their hearts. They are our family. They are us. And I thank you Anica for all that
you have done and I want you to know I love you very much.
Well, that s all for tonight. Atlas City is calling my name. It s time for me to visit the
future.
Ethan Danes
March 6th, 2010
9:39am
As I awake now, my head is swimming with so much information, so best for me to start
jotting everything down so I don t forget even the slightest detail.
As I drifted off to sleep, I was intercepted I guess I could say in transit between here and
Atlas City. There was this amazing being of light that spoke to me. She had a very loving
feeling of energy to herself and told me that the journey I have been having between
this reality and the reality of Atlas City would be coming to a conclusion through this
form. But she told me not to worry as I now have the capability to visit the future of
Atlas City at any time through a particular meditation that she instructed me to do. It all
involved envisioning Anica s face and chanting an affirmation based on the expression of
joy I have felt while visiting this future timeline. This affirmation can be anything I wish
as long as it captures the significance of my joy. So I am keeping this on record as I don t
want to lose track of getting in contact with my future family as I will need their
assistance in bringing this reality to life.
After she gave me this message, the light being propelled me through a tunnel of light
where I must have been propelling at hundreds of thousands of miles per second. It was
a speed unlike anything else I had experienced. As I went through this winding tunnel, I
ended up back into the white room lying in the pod bed with Anica lying beside me just
starting to wake up. We both had no clothes on. I assume we simply picked up where I
left off when I awoke the previous night.
Anica turned over to me and smiled. She kissed me on the lips and was so happy to see
my face once again. Anica began to speak, however; not in my mind, but verbally.
Ethan, I know this is your last day in the city coming to us through this form of conduit,
so I want to make this last day very special to you. I want to show you the rest of the city [ Pobierz całość w formacie PDF ]

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